Here's my sarcasm when someone ask me if I wanna lose weight or if i've ever thought of it...I'll say this in my head or outloud
Nah...I'll get to 700 then i'll talk
Yes losing weight is important....I was at one time 360 pounds around the time I was on the tonight show w/ jay leno. My weight when I first came to matton was 480, today it was 411. And I've lost 20 pounds in the last month with no explanation...I wasn't trying anything differ than I do now. and on sunday was the day I ate the most I had in a week...one day all I had was half a pork burger....i'm having trouble swallowing....so I had the Cat scan and it showed no problems.....so the next step would be an MRI since it can see though fat tissue better, also a Barrium Sulfate Swallow (it looks like chalk and cement.....which would probably taste better than the barrium....and in the past I was reluctant to it....(having asperger syndrome can make me stubborn) But i'm in so much pain I'll have it drunk down in under 5 minutes....
And it's not just my weight and size.....I litterally can't go outside on a hot day or any day that's about 70 degress....I have some sorta heat allergy....I break out I turn polka dots and hives, even to warm things in my house....if I'm holding a burger or a hot food or something...I begin to get hives and pass out....I was on Prednezone for a long time which didn't help my weight issues but we took me off of that since it's not good for long periods of time...hence the weight but i've never been able to get it off
Also....I have some sorta absorbing thing in me.....or lack of....My Calcium and Vitamin D levels are low low....which makes no since because I eat plenty of dairy (also I've heard with crohn's dairy in some people isn't good...it's based on a case to case basis. ) Also my body is aborbing Iron for some reason even though I've been on iron pills for about 6 months....so it's not just crohn's...and I may not even have specifically Crohns, that has come into question...although it's clear I have irriatable bouwl.....and something in the coltis wrong....somone said that I had mircoscoptic colitis...idk...
My foods that make me get cramps and belly aches is corn, corn flour, corn meal, corn startch, and popcorn, or a lot of veggies that I like (broccoli with cheese).....and chocloate on occasion makes me had to head to the throne...
And it's hard to exercise or go run outside since I break out in hives and my body starts going into fight or flight mode.....I've passed out a few times in the past year....I can't go fishing with my dad because of the Heat and what it does to me, I can't go swimming, or ride a bike. which then me depressed as all get out....So really....I'm walking medical mystery....also when my white counts in blood tests that they did 10 years ago, the levels of white blood cells were like 16,000 which is a lot and you would think make me feel like death hung over. and over the years....we took me off some pills over the years, some of my belly pills...and since then my white blood cells have declined to about 7,000, which is still high, but when I had the higher white blood cell count around 10 years ago seeing a arthritis doctor at a shriners hospital, I felt healthy and fine....now....present day....I feel like crap....there's something odd....or rather mysterious going on, and it's not an easy fix or an easy solve.....I know to some people it might appear I'm making too big of deal out of this, but I know how I feel....and Yes I do want to lose weight....and even exercising on a treadmill or exercise bike I get hot and then i get clammy and sweaty and almost pass out...it's gotten worse since I've gone off that pill asacol 4 weeks ago. But in a way....we needed it to get worse so we can find out the problem rather than put me back on the asacol and see how I do.....and today the cat scan showed nothing they could tell...so that's why a Barrium Swallow might happen and possibly an MRi since it can see through fat better than cat scans....maybe I should go on that show Mystery Diagnosis.....and also at the doctor and my family and I have decided let's start fresh...forget teh diagnosis of "crohn's" and start over going through things......which I think that will find what is going on.....Also my pain is in my upper left side, it always has been when a flare up of the colitis goes on...and usually it's suppose act up on my lower right side.....and now it just hurts constantly....I have a high pain tolerance...so sometimes I distract the pain without even realizing it...like when I tell jokes or my voice gets loud, I'm in pain....
Also, it's expensive to buy foods that are diet or lower sugar, or carnation instant breakfast, which is frustrating...and the people making the diet food are driving the price up compared to the regualar food that's not diet that's made by the same brand but it's less expensive for some reason which is frustrating....and money is very tight, as with a majority of americans right now....
And the doctor doesn't know what to do....they are perplexed....some of the things they said doesnt' work and then we try something else....it works for a while....and then it starts over again....and it's depressing
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