I have it (Asperger's)and Im a weird case. Im female, wasnt diagnosed until my 30's...in the early 2000's(showing my age here,) I have trouble feeling comfortable around people for the most part. I pefer to do things alone except, when something really bad happens like the car breaks down & your stranded or something in the apt. breaks down etc...then I really need someone to help me b/c my anxiety takes over. Fortunately I have a caring family, but I sometimes feel like theyre "stuck" with me.
aside from that I also have extreme social & general anxiety & a bit of OCD. Making things even harder.
I had it since I was a small child, I have spent my whole liife without ever being able to make long lasting friendships. I dont know how to do them. I can do it to a certain degree but then there comes a point when the person is getting closer to me, that I no longer feel comfortable & I want to be alone again. or the other person does something i dont like & I dont know how to handle it. I dont like talking on the phone, or just chatting, mingling, with a group of people.(IOW I dont like parties.) I also obsessed and paranoid with what people might be thinking of me & am horrified of personal critcism.
At the same time I cant just get along with someone else cuz they share the same traits I have. its strange. I went to a disney club group once & I couldnt relate to anyone(as well as was horribly anxious the whole time) & just wanted to go home. Ive been to a few local Aspergers groups, also couldnt relate to anyone (also didnt help that one obnoxious member would not stop asking me out on a date.)
Other strange thing, Im not "intellectual" I suck at math, computers & chemistry, but am ok with general science and love zoology & paleontology. Also have a very artistic side... I love crafts.
typically I am obsessed with certain topics, many things that would be to long to list here.
and this post went on way longer than I expected...
